Showing posts with label Miscellaneous. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Miscellaneous. Show all posts

Monday, November 23, 2015

That Girl in My Dream or Am I Really Dreaming

Breathing and sweating heavily, she was looking so weary. I looked at her for a while expressionless without a thought. I felt as if I was resting and having time of my life. Rest or vacation is out of question at my work. I could hear in the background a faint beautiful song playing. I felt like I heard this song before, it was ‘Beautiful Sunday’ by Daniel Boone. And of course it was Sunday. She increased the volume and the song started to play louder and louder until I opened my eyes.

It was a call, seven in the morning. “Hello, Good Morning!” said my boss. “You got to pick a guest from Paro airport at 10, sorry for informing you late”.
I reached out for water and had a sip to make sure that I wasn’t dreaming. I thought about my plan for the day and said “Sure, I will be on my way”.
“Good, I will message you the details. Good Day!” He hung up and I hung up too.
I went to kitchen and got myself a good breakfast. I thought about my work, as I usually do most of the time. I sense that I am more efficient whenever I work alone. I had an advantage of being single and had a small office set up at the corner of my two bedroom apartment in the heart of the Thimphu city.

I thought about my dreams, I couldn’t really recognize the lady in my dreams neither I could recollect most of it. I just remembered that I had a good dream and she was there. All I could vividly remember was her pretty little face with dark long hair and her light brown eyes. She was beautiful, looked like she was in her 20’s as I am. Whatever, it was just a dream and maybe it was normal for a man to dream such things. I set off to Paro.

It was a sunny Sunday with few clouds lingering in the sky. Airport looked utterly empty when I arrived but gradually people filled in at the reception. I still had forty five minutes to kill. I checked my mail and messages. My boss had messaged me the details with a photo. It read “Channarong, Director, Thailand Transport Department, age 45. Hotel: Ema Hotel, Room 802. Take him for a coffee or lunch after check in”.

I printed his name and stood at the reception with many others. I looked at many different names flashing toward the exit door. I wondered how people created names, so many names, different names, some of which I can’t even pronounce. Name has to be unique and identifying something or someone. But then there were different kinds of name, tables and chairs doesn’t have individual names but we do. A man was heading towards me. I checked the photo on my phone, they look similar but not same. Real one looks tall and gentle, hair kept well and his face so fair. It looked like his photo was taken when he was ten years older.

“Welcome to Bhutan, it's a pleasure to have you here” I said smilingly. “Thank you” he replied with even broader smile than mine. We introduced each other and returned. While on journey we talked about weather and transportation and checked him in the hotel. We agreed to meet for a dinner later at his hotel. Hotel had an exquisite touch of traditional and modern architecture and located few minutes away from town overlooking the Thimphu river.
At the dinner, we had long conservation about our work. He wanted to see the transport system in Bhutan, so he will be traveling to others parts of the country for around eight days. My job was to pick him up and drop him at the airport. We ordered rice, ema datsi and sikam and two lager beers. He told me about the life in Bangkok and how time run so fast without one’s knowledge, and how he started to feel relaxed in Thimphu. That was contrasting to me, as I didn’t take a break from work for ages and all I thought was work. I really needed to come out of this realm and be myself and have a good time of my life at least for a while.

I asked “Channarong, do you take a break from work sometimes?”
With a grin he said “Well, I take some break every year. You know, we humans can’t be robots, even the robots shut down. I spend most of my time with my family and friends. I think everyone takes a break at least once in a year!”
I questioned myself “Am I the only one, who doesn’t even care to rest myself? I don’t know how to care myself?” I thought over what to answer and replied “It is true. I am also thinking of taking a break soon but I didn’t decide anything on it”
He said with excitement “Why don’t you visit Bangkok? I would recommend that!”
I thought it was a good idea to go to a far place for a while and I also got saving enough for the trip. So, that was it, I decided to visit Bangkok after two weeks in December. It might also help me to get rid of cold winter here. At around 10pm, we were done for the day.

I sat on my couch and started to read. Out of nowhere, I remembered that dream girl. She seemed to be saying something to me, I can’t recollect anything besides her pretty little face. I couldn’t get rid of her image, she was just there, implanted in my mind. I turned the TV on, went briefly outside, nothing seem to work. I got a bottle of beer from refrigerator and took a long sip. It looked like it is working somehow. I wondered what if I see the girl for real.
I would say “I saw you in my dream last night”
She would say “Wow! You don’t even know me, how comes?”
“I don’t know”
“I don’t know either”
So be it. Our conversation would simply end. I went to my bed and started to read again until after few minutes I fell asleep.

I dreamt of her again. She was lying naked with me in my bed with her soft and slim body against me. She was in deep sleep and looked so vulnerable, sleeping like a child. I watched her and a faint thought aroused in me, saying that I knew this girl somehow. I have met her somewhere, but she doesn’t seem to be familiar to me. I touched her hair, it was so silk and had some floral smell. I tried recollecting but couldn’t even figure anything nearer. Suddenly, call rang from afar, and grew louder and louder until I opened my eyes. It was an alarm clock and 8 in the Monday morning. I still continued to think about the girl for a while but in vain. My boss called me after some 30 minutes to accompany Mr. Channarong to his office, ringing Beautiful Sunday on Beautiful Monday.

The day arrived for me to be in Bangkok. Channarong was also in Bangkok and I met him the first day I arrived and had dinner together. I stayed in a not-so-expensive hotel. There I was in a busy city but with a good amount of time, time to do whatever I like and go wherever I like. I went exploring city and seen most of the things for the first time in my life. I was lost somehow in my own thoughts. At night I went to bars and day I went to malls, beach, parks and restaurants. It was one of those nights in a restaurant, I saw her, the girl in my dream. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Maybe she is just similar to the girl in my dreams or maybe she is the one. I thought I was dreaming. I went to restroom and washed my face. It is real, I am real. It was so creepy to see her. She was sitting idly with a tiny coffee cup on the table. I stared at her for how long I don’t know, but it seemed to be long. She looked more beautiful than in the dreams wearing pearl necklace, dark skinny jeans and long textured black top and had a tiny bag.

She walked towards me and said in English “Sir, can I talk to you for a moment”
I replied expressionless “Sure, sorry I was staring at you. It was… just… out of curiosity”
“Not a problem, I am Kanya by the way”
“I am Yoezer. I don’t know whether you will believe it or not, I wanted to tell you something. Something that seems crazy and out of the world. It’s a fact and it has been around me for a while now. I wanted you to know that I saw you at least two times in my dreams” I said carefully thinking I might sound stupid.
“Oh… how should I respond to that? I never heard of anything like that, but I believe you. You seem like an honest guy. You look familiar to me but I don’t think we have met before. You are not a Thai too”

We started to get close and had dinner together. All I could think was her in my dream and her in front of me. I saw her naked lying next to me and I knew her floral smell. I couldn’t believe these things were happening in real. I thought everything is possible in this world, but I still mulled over it. I met the girl in my dream and now what. We became really good friends and we exchanged our numbers before I departed back to Thimphu.

Back to work and now I got something extra to work on. This dream thing kept lingering in my mind almost every hour except while sleeping. I didn’t dream of her anymore. I called Kanya after some gap, asking her whereabouts and had some usual friendly talks.  That night I went to a music club for a couple of beers and to socialize myself after an office brainstorming meeting. Club seem to have a pleasant number of customers and a local band playing “Nge Thimphu”. I like the song though, reminds me that this is my Thimphu and this is where I belong. I sat around the corner and ordered a beer. I thought about the dream girl again. I turned around to familiarize myself and suddenly I saw the dream girl in Thimphu too.

PS: This is my first attempt to write a story, just a random thought 


Thursday, October 22, 2015

Self Motivating

I am all set to start off my research and I am here still wondering from where and how to start. I had thousands of thoughts about it and I think of it every day. I really wanted to start by now and I am thinking of actually starting it tomorrow. I am here in a new place, got new friends and basically everything is new, just that I am that same old guy with same thoughts. Settling down here, turning the new into old and familiarizing myself to everything around me right starting from my room to vegetable market to pubs to university. But I am having that level of confidence that I am going to finish it by any means in the end of the day. And it's going to be real interesting. 


Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Untitled

Wishing all tears are dried up,
With hopes held high,
Living with a dream,
I say, don't stop!

Walking down the lane,
With a looks of an angel,
Smiling and dressed so elegant,
I say, don't leave!


Monday, November 10, 2014

Happy Birthday Your Majesty the Fourth King of Bhutan

                                                                                     (Image: stampsofbhutan.blogspot.com)
Long Live the King!!!


Friday, September 19, 2014

Silly but a lesson

Desperate friends
Unexpected things are always a surprise! People are good and bad at times. I and my friends were on a ride around the streets of Thimphu at night right after head banging some music numbers. It was a pleasant night with light drizzle. But only to encounter with tire puncture and with no tool-kits in our car to fix the tire issue. We knew no one from the vicinity. Called a friend but to no avail. Finally, stopped several vehicles including taxis just to borrow some toolkit to fix the unexpected but in vain.

Several taxis seemed to be deprived of the tool-kits, requested them but we were told that they got none. After all, money counts for them and especially Fridays and Saturdays are what they expect to earn more than the normal routine of other weekdays and in addition providing helping hands was not their priority. Fortunately, a taxi driver, who is a friend of my friend provided us with some tools but it did not really seem to fix the problem, since the ranges turned out to be larger for our wheel fixation. Yet, we stopped several vehicles and they seemed not to care for the troubled strangers.

Punctured wheel
This reminded me of how the tourists always praised Bhutanese for their kind gestures and hospitality. Our hopes started to decline for just to obtain some good helping hands. Waited for hours waving our hands to the vehicles passing by, only to receive blank and dumb glances. I cannot really explain the expressions of the friends, don’t even know what kind of expression did I expressed.

Police patrolling was on full swing. Fortunately, we managed to stop one of the cop's van after waiting for more than an hour and got the problem fixed finally. That’s when I noticed that my friend’s smiles were just as fascinating as one could expect.  Realized that cops are always there for the citizens even if it’s for minor issues at any time.


This was my first experience, but to many it seemed, it’s just a normal process of their life. I am almost on the conclusion that we hardly receive any help from our own fellow citizens. Thimphu is traveling with time at fast pace and the time is precious too, whether people carry out important or useless tasks. 


Monday, May 19, 2014

Liebster Nomination

I am really honored to be nominated for the Liebster Award; thank you so much Natasha. I am inspired by the nomination. This is the first time that my blog is awarded a blog chain award. As I am nominated I need to follow the rules of the award, so here it is:

Rules:
  1. Link back and thank the blogger who nominated you in your post.
  2. List 11 facts about yourself.
  3. Answer the 11 questions asked by the blogger who nominated you.
  4. Pick 5 - 10 new bloggers (must have less than 300 followers) to nominate.
  5. Ask them 11 questions. Do not re-nominate the blogger who nominated you. 
  6. Go to each blogger's site and inform them of their nomination.
11 facts about Me:
    1.      Easy going
    2.      I like listening to music
    3.      I am fascinated by the nature’s wonder
    4.      I like photography
    5.      I like to read non-fictions
    6.      I am also fascinated by the cosmos, black-holes, impermanence, etc.
    7.      I watch movies a lot
    8.      I am inspired by the natural energy system
    9.      I believe in rebirth
    10.  Fun loving
    11.  Travelling is my hobby

Answers to the questions asked by my nominator:
           1.      What is your favorite color?  Blue & Red
  1. What is the meaning of your name? I am yet to find out
  2. Which is your favorite television sitcom? Two and a half man & The Big bang Theory
  3. Which do you like better-sea/ocean or mountains? Why? Mountains, as I am brought up in the mountains.
  4. Which is your favorite post on your blog? Most of my posts are my favorites. J
  5. What is your favorite time of the day? Evening
  6. Which animal/bird/fish would you like keep as a pet? None
  7. Name three books which touched your heart. 1. Shantaram by Gregory Davids Robert 2. Che Guevara – A Biography by Richard L. Harris 3. Old Paths White Clouds by Thich Nhat Hanh
  8. Have you ever bullied anyone? If yes, who? No one
  9. Who is favorite cartoon character? Naruto
  10. Which is more important--family or career? Family

My nominations are:
      1.      Overcome Life
      2.      My Little Views
      3.      RikuDhan Subba’s Blog
      4.      AThousand Lives Lived
      5.      TheEnchantress
      6.      RomanceUnder Fire

I would like to request my nominees to answers the same questions I have answered. J And yeah congratulations.

Friday, April 18, 2014

Quotes That I Love

1. In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. 
    ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

2. We cannot meet 21st Century challenges with a 20th Century bureaucracy. ~ Barack Obama

3. You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid consequences of avoiding reality. ~ Ayn Rand 

4. I can write better than anybody who can write faster, and I can write faster than anybody who can write better. ~ A. J. Liebling

5. Life isn’t about getting and having, it’s about giving and being. ~ Kevin Kruse

6. Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.  ~ Robert Frost

7. The mind is everything. What you think you become.  ~ Buddha

8. Try to learn something about everything and everything about something. ~ Thomas Henry Huxley

9. Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws. ~ Plato

10. The best revenge is massive success. ~ Frank Sinatra


Sunday, March 30, 2014

Emptiness

World begun
And will certainly end
Life too begun
And will definitely end
But with senility
In the midst of the time
Life travels in brevity
Lamenting at times
Renders an ephemeral smile
Invokes supreme’s prayer
And leave footprints behind
Unaware of the emptiness
Oneness that existed
And nothingness that always exist
Of the bound
One fight
With incessant energy
Until one is enervated
Conspicuous will be the oneness
Oneness shall be the Emptiness

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

The Impermanence




















Of the trivialities we endure
 
Like an era forfeited for life
 
Consummating what is nescient
 
Living benevolently till the end 
 
Like life is an eternity
 
Mortals are what we are
 
Above watches us
 
Confrontations that we have
 
Life that we live
 
For they are ephemeral
 
So is the universe
 
Like life, like universe
 
Isn’t it clear before us?
 
The impermanence!

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

My 2013 Blogosphere

Started off with some blend of write-ups and photographs, I scrambled down anything that had struck me. Since the beginning of the year, I was so much into Pranic Healing. I then completed many of the Pranic Healing courses which has brought some changes in my life. Hence, my first blog post of the year was on the same. 

Blog posts ranged from expeditions to the remote parts of the country almost covering whole of the nation to photography, book reviews and some write-ups. Initially my blog photography focused much on the flora and then gradually expanded my interest to some scenic captures. It covered the diversity of mushrooms to plants to culture and nonsense. 

Expeditions to different parts of the country has exposed me to various lifestyles and cultures right starting from 100masl to about 5000masl, that were unknown to me. Through these expeditions, I got something to post on my blog, which usually remained idle. 

In April, I participated in the A to Z April Challenge 2013. One requires to post alphabetically every day except Sunday. Fortunately I was able to complete it! Gosh, that required a lot of focuses, time and needed internet connectivity where ever I go. 

Thus, 2013 blog posts was kind of fun and indeed it was an inspiration for me to keep track of my life’s events and so on.

And I wish everyone a very Happy New Year and may all the successes and blessings be yours.


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